jeeze today is going outragousley slow im bored/have nothing to do/ i miss ashlee/ i cant leave the house/ and i have to watch my brothers god their a handfull   i think im gonna go to my dads house after the gym tonight. i miss him to i havent seen him in a while either.

i really wish i could see ashlee right now  i miss her bunches or atleast talk to her =/ hopefully i'll be able to soon though
i dont really know what to write about my day is pretty boring so far 
im sick of this house ive been stuck in here for a month and it sucks sooooo much =[  
all of a sudden i feel like playing laser tag!  i love laser tag its so much fun =] 
i wanna go and do that soon i miss being able to feel like a little kid lol it's fun =]   i'm trying to get some eyes set to kill but i cant find any of their music and it sux cause i really like that band 
 hmmm maybe ill get to go to a store today or sumthn and i could get it then =] hope so 

wanna know sumthn kinda gross??? ok  well last night i put a piece of gum in a mc donalds straw and i pushed it in with a paper clip and when i tried pulling out the paper clip it gat stuck in the gum so i kept pulling then when it came out 1/2 in.  of in got shoved in to my middle finger and i could see it poking the other side lol  it still kinda hurts lol  

  its been really wierd for the past few days when i go to sleep i have a dream about tomorrow and like 80% of the time it happens it's kinda freakn me out pretty scary lol   could i be able to see a day into the future?  idk  maybe it's just coincidence but it doesnt really seem like it though...hmmm o well ill figure it out lol  well ima go cause my brothers are fighting again >=[

hmm my day went pretty slow today but i feel good about it though cause even though i didnt help alot i still helped my dad with the pool and stuff like that, i wish i wouldve helped more than i did though. after we were done with the pool we went grocerey shopping. then after going to stores with my dad shopping for grocereys my dad took me to best buy to get me the new alesana cd that i wanted. =]  and i really like the album to =] 
then i relaxed a little while and played xbox  [i played ARMY OF TWO ] then i played with my baby bro spencer =]
then around 2 pm my step mom finally got home from her long day of work since 4 am  then we went over to my aunt and uncle's house and ate bratwursts [i think thats how its spelld ] then we all played rockband together and talked out side then around 11 pm we left to go home and my brother stayed the night there to play with my cousin katie.  so im here in my room @ my dad's playing my guitar and reading my new book.  and i really wanna call ashlee and talk to her cause i miss her but im sure she's having fun at her frend's house [or atleast trying to] so i dont know if i should try and call her or not,.... hmm i think im just gonna call her in the morning and talk to her after my chores  hmmm   and that was my day in a nutshell.  lol

ashlee if you read this b4 i talk to you ILOVEYOU, sweet dreams, goodnight and ill talk to you soon =]

I LOVE YOU ASHLEE BRITTING!!!!!!!!!